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I feel like I’m wasting my life. Like I’m not taking all of the opportunities given to me. As if I’m just walking around with this lukewarm faith, and not really living for Christ at all,  and how do I change this ? How come I feel like I’ve been here for absolutely ages, years, lifetimes – and yet I can’t seem to get out ? I want OUT, I want to really LIVE for Christ, but maybe I don’t really want to live for Him as much as I think I do.. because if I really did, wouldn’t I be at least somewhere besides where I’m at right now ??

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